To the child i lost
To the child I lost
To the opportunity I was robbed of
To meet my first born
To your mother
To the sleepless nights she spent planning your birth
To the sleepless night she spent grieving this lost
To god
Are you out there?
Please answer this question
Why?
Divorce
Rails in the kitchen
Baby girl come face your fears
All this love that I’m giving
But that love won’t stop those tears
All this time that we’re given
But the waste was those years
She try to tell me her story
like Van Gogh, I cant hear
headbutting a train just to stop all this pain
I’m hoping for a new day but they all be the same
She trying to get in my mind but it’s hers that need saved
She keep on saying she love me
But to her I just say
I tell her
Married to my life but im ready to die
Gun to my temple with these tears in my eyes
Fears on my mind, rest on a bed full of lies
Energy can’t die, so I bless my soul to the sky
Reincarnated body
Whats beyond the stars
My mind is racing but I have no words
Thoughts like bubbles, empty
Going through a path
The distractions take me
On a road so far from home
But the feeling is there
Riding on a star
Beaming through the galaxy
I’m sorry
i see your point of view in your eyes
mirrored back my face of lies
i lied to you and then you left
the hurt that can’t be lost
in a room i am trapped
in my mind where thoughts are tossed
around, it can’t stop.
the little duck with the grand idea
but it doesn’t solve
the pain that i created
the problem will evolve
to the next life i hope
the reincarnated will learn
that love isn’t to play with
that love that was once earned
In love with the pain
Filled a bottle with my tears just to drink it
no chase
let u go with my heart for no reason
no chase
my love, it was long, yours was brief
no case
Bored
an everyday struggle
inside a ditch that keeps on digging
no shovel in hand
just thoughts that bring me
further and further
don’t want to lose what was once won
a trophy to remind the lonely
that hope is real
that ship is out there
Suicide poetry pt 2
What’s wrong with me
In a room full of people I am still alone
The hatred towards myself grows
what happens when you kill yourself at the party
does it end?
or does it keep going
These people don’t care about you…
Get over it
accept life